Hurtful Learning

Pain can be your savior
if it is left sitting correctly.
Correctly is the key word,
for hate can eat a soul, whole.

Something I have learned
and grown from, many years ago.
The fact that I teach you this
when in fact I am in pain too.

Watching you in pain
makes me in pain.
But together we are rocks
of one another.

Maybe it isn't a misunderstanding
and it is time to let go.
What is it that is in front of you
that could love you more?

Waving its arms wildly, SOS
--you are better than this.
When in fact strength was scampering around you
but you had nothing to fight for. Happiness?

Happiness is not something we find.
Its a state we adapt into.
When we fall into a moment to realize
What we are
and where we are
is who we are.

Absorb every angle of it
and make the best of it.
You become what you say
happy.

Until time reveals its face
I will keep clinging on to what I do
hating you and loving you
all at once.

A support beam is all I be
taking the shots as it comes
a painful side of hurtful learning
but that has made the best of persons.

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