Once Again

Once again
I'm tied
and now,
its time
To let go.
Once again.

Once again
Embarrassed
at my self.
Ashamed
of guilt
at my self.
I let it happen again.
Once again.

Once again
I must release-
and refuse.
Taking time
to recuperate.
Once again.

Once again
my thoughts wonder
What did I do wrong?
Why must it happen,
Once again.

Once again
I need to shut myself
out of my young mind.
Revert to another thought,
no matter how hard it is.
Once again.

Once again
I am scared,
Frustrated,
Confused,
Angry I am.
Once again.

Once again
Nights will become lonely.
But this time,
lonely-er
Once again.

Once again
I am trapped
in this sphere
of life.
With no corners
to hide in.
I am forever running,
circular,
infinitely.
Once again.