Cliff Narratives?

Hello beautiful reader!


As I lollygag about in my draft section, I have to inform you that I have fallen prey to the many of unfinished words. Things mostly written were of high emotion and often cannot be finished in another go, the only other "go" is that of editing and polishing. Therefore, we have this alternate section I liked to call 'cliff narratives'. They are those writings of mine that I cannot, per say, put in stanza form--into a poem. Just does not seem right.

Looking back the first two I have published, one isn't super long, while the other is decently sized. I never worry about length, but content. Yet, when I look at the few in my draft section in the end, I have to dub these a garble of the mind. *chuckle* The fact that certain lines would not flow nicely into a poem excite me in a way that we can convey anything really into something of art-- and not necessarily a whole book or full short story/narrative. 

I hope you enjoy these short pieces from mind!

Sentence of Power

Feed What I Think

The Day of Retribution (a recalled dream)

Read my other Cliff Narratives!

Hopefully I will make your acquaintance next week!

Kahlan Jade

BeautifulYou501

Deja Vu

Snap!

Photos are like puzzle pieces. Life in moments all fit together to create a journey like no other. Often times, you have no idea how to start the puzzle. Perhaps you take it by the horns, let luck take the lead. Maybe you compare groups of common patterns that match areas on the box, organize and attack! Whatever the case piecing the puzzle is the challenge we have all taken to heart. With the one exception, giving up. Puzzles may not be your thing, but it is another aspect that giving up a challenge shows your integrity to give your self a chance to really live. How far are you in your puzzle?

This week I have chosen Unanswered Answers for the vlog. The quest in choosing pictures for a vlog is more challenging than initially anticipating. But it is really fun to choose a picture previously taken to make it fit into a written word. Truly connects and gives more body to the poem!

No other new poems this week! For they are all still bare boned in their pajamas.



Enjoy!!


Kahlan Jade
BeautifulYou501

New Year to the new you!

First day with its first says,

Come one, come all for another round of exciting words to behold! In the event of obvious absence have again sparked a need for sharing. Not only have we achieved 4 links below I am embarking on a new approach of translating select poems into a pictorial video blog!

Fill your appetite.

Cat's in the Cradle
La Douleur Exquie
Traveling
Invincible Glass

Watch my first video!





As always, stay beautiful, and happy new year!


Kahlan Jade
BeautifulYou501

Pondering Concept--May 2017 Update

Welcome back to another edition!

What is it that we can learn from interaction with 'hoomans'. *shudders* Finding the aspects of the person that reveals more than what they say, or never say. It is easy to miss out on the concept of body language and just that feeling of the environment when we are exposed to the staged image of media. Staged smiles, settings, and even feelings! Honestly, factious pieces are planned as so to achieve a certain feeling! But, when you speak to people there are varying degrees of connections. Many of which we hope to connect personally to understand one another. Often times, even that can't be met when one party refuses to connect. That fine line of positive human connection is what defines us from a casual human convention with  a customer, to just  job that  robot could be doing.

A much deeper conversation we crave when an interest is sparked, friendship-fondship?! Even as a introvert, we are all the same in the end. Wanting to know what each other feel inside. Notice--most likely-- the ones you care for, it is easier to give their eyes a hug.

"I hate it when you look at me like that" --we I am concerned for you, thank you very much my dear!

As for the proud, and some humble ones, cheekily turn a front face for a conversation, acceptable I suppose.

A Certain Silence
Eyes
Tears of Blood

What is it that brings us to such strong feelings for and against each other?

I find I ask more questions than explaining for myself! heehee.

Bonus: Dear Professor

**Finished this one for an art exhibition but somehow never got published! ahh!


Kahlan Jade
~BeautifulYou501

Time and questions

What you thought you knew but actually don't know,

haha, gotcha.

Think about this-- how many times have you tackled something you were not sure of? An assignment? Presentation? What the youngin's would call "winging it?" A call to bravery winging it is! But have you ever just sat and thought of what you have actually been feeling about? Are you actually sure of your self? How have you made it this far?

For some we encounter it is obvious they are clearly faking it, hopefully for the good. Other times we stare upon the people we admire and think: how do they do it? Dastardly feeling it is to dumb things down to the fact that we as people a lot of times do not know what we are doing! >.<

Unanswered Answers

No need to come to a existential crisis, but just think about it!

A positive thinker would say that people are stronger than they think. It is a matter of practicing and knowing when to muster up all your strength to overcome a situation. Over every hurdle one can get stronger and stronger. In various instances through your racing thoughts--many of which cloud the mind to give up-- there is a spark at some point that gleams in your mind that is always just enough to grow into defiance. Disobedience.

Disobedience, one of the best ways to begin leaping hurdles. Keeping in good heart.

Duty means doing the things your heart may well regret. 

Keep these random thoughts in mind when striving for higher potential.




Kahlan Jade
~BeautifulYou501

A Forty Line Poem You Say?

Cheeky be the stars,

After a night with the big moon, we take a breath after a long day of troubles, hopes, and snickering lingering joy. What is to become of us who just one day write our hearts out, none challenge ever said. Taking every right moment to make the words right. In most cases, the works of words that take me the longest are my favorite. I have decided to release these words from their shackles of my mind, hopefully I've wondered the realms of each line enough!

~Au Revior~

Fair to say au contraire to the post title, it was originally not 40 lines, but a few longer. What a challenge! And I accept. Taken to another level this made the writing, no regrets to the changes to try to fulfill the forty. However, the biggest challenge was finding the right feeling to let go and say it is done. What more should be said? I have never gone back and changed a poem after the fact, and never plan on it, but with one like this it is intimidating that my feelings will be stamped--this is what it is, no turning back!

Take it to what your soul wishes and have a good time



Kahlan Jade
~BeautifulYou501

Impulse Poem~

Quickly shooting out a new link :)

Hurtful Learning

Kahlan Jade

~BeautifulYou501

Cycle

Evening!

Cycle be a word that comes to thought when reminded of the things that have changed over a time of a mere year. Fighting to strike a set of words on a slippery minded time before bed. Something needed to be written. 

And here it is! 

Affirmative Puzzlement 

Words that fall out yet not into a poem. What I call a second cliff narrative. Its been a while since writing another. For the first was written nearly 1 and a half years ago. A full range of what could be concluded about a confused mind trailing to make sense of something. Confused is such a dirty word. Puzzle is better. 

But I am fearless

Ten post meridian ideals,



Kahlan Jade
~BeautifulYou501

Frustration: September 2016 Update

Back at it again with the latent poems ;)

Apparently its the first day of fall? Do I not care for the calendar? No, not really, even though my days are a never ending clock. Very much a routine I have now. A blissful rare moment I take to update the blog with all my writings. I will have you know I am cliche at them moment, in my favorite cafe with my buttered up coffee--Pike with extra cream and sugar. No, no latte today. Avoiding the never ending studying and stress of a full time position. I am not in the point of my life I want my job to also occupy my free time. I am giving this day a purpose, for poems and prose. A moment for my soul to be free. I am now slightly seeing the style of my journal writing show up even in this post. Just thought I'd let you know, ha!

Not exactly sure how this relates to a poem, but just the fact that life is a rush of happiness and woe come from a surprise, slowly we develop a voice, even from a frame of mind. How to expel that? Only you can explore various means to find it and show it! Strut it! Possibly a stream of consciousness--have I mentioned this before? I cant tell between whats been physically written and an exposure of a poem in the inter-webs!

Back to the title I guess. Frustration. In a hope that light and the stars goes your way, making plans and dreams that what you want to accomplish will go well. And when that time comes we have to stand a brave face to see the outcome. I sit here still worry some of the outcome of the grade of my first chemistry test. I think I did well, but there is always going to be that underlying doubt. As my buddy said to me the other day: "everyone has insecurities", just being reminded of that reality was a good moment to stop and be reminded of how imperfect we ALL are. Previous to that moment, was full of...you guessed it...frustration. Frustration of life, time, love, looks, and many, many other things. We need to remember the difference between complaining in a sense of just being "mean" and actually being specific to pin point a problem/solution-- aka constructive criticism. Leaving the reality to be, let the anger bake for a bit, get all that you feel specific (your classic; who-what-where-when-why-how), until we need to remember to find a point to stop and know that there is never a 100 percent definite blame. You can't change people, you can only change your self, more importantly--how you react and handle this frustration. Take it in your hand, assess it, accept it, conclude, and move on.

Few of the following may show a moment of frustration. The cycle which it processed in the mind. Never necessarily what occurred afterward.

Stopped
Knight of Ravens
Class Dismay

Don't stay frustrated, have the strength in you to carry on!
Love to the world! Till next time!




Kahlan Jade
~BeautifulYou501




and thank you for handling my weird little rant, not sure if it will always be like this :)


Peace

Traveling We Will Go (Update)

Fair World!

Upon reach found within recent months of toil, many treasures were written and even found buried. When you can surprise your self with old words that YOU, YOU MY FRIEND have written. Have you ever taken a moment to write a letter to your self for future enjoyment, or reminder? Not even as a journal entry, but just for sake of future sanity? It can start that way, until you find your self writing page, upon page of words that may seem like nonsense now, but will be somewhat golden later.

Whether it be a poem from years ago, or that letter you wrote as a young'in. It takes a great deal of remembrance to think about how you were at the time. From the bad times to the good, or heck, you just had a good writing day! From down days to slowly inclining back to my peak, I decided to wonder yonder back and find and scrap together what I haven published yet, its been so long for many!

As I read them, cleaning an tying up loose ends, I can't help wonder how these words came to be. Maybe I was just having a good writing day? Even the times of low waves or anger to wrangle together simple words into what goes beyond symbolism that we have never thought about before! Its quiet amazing!

Now here we are, traveling-a-we-will-go! Journey to a time that may not have been too long ago. Back to a time when you would have never guessed life changing moments like these we face today would occur. Back to an agreeable moment that the past was always simpler. Back to a time when we hoped for the better tomorrow. Traveling backwards in order to move forward.


Scary State of Mind
Upon the Shelf
Dirty Love
Welcome to Hell
My Mind like Miss. Steel
Saying Goodbye (Surface)
Table Thoughts


If I have learned anything about myself lately, its that life has gotten me more open minded. Meeting many beautiful souls giving me the urge to pursue a deeper train of thought. I love every single moment. This being said, I may not know when the next post will be, but they will in deed be long(er) an more meaningful-- hopefully, just as this one is, as compared to older ones!



As always! Enjoy!




Kahlan Jade
~BeautifulYou501

Welcome back, Mayflowers, and Throwback: May Poem Update 2016

Back at it again with the old poems!

Found my old poem portfolio and liked many of the ones I written previously. I honestly didn't think they were this deep as I recall!

Also, apologies for not updating in so long. I have got a lot more waiting to publish.

These were just too good to keep waiting any longer, now that I have a bit more time!

A World Without Silence 
A Town Divided 
Riding Shotgun
The White Room
My Midnight Ride

Enjoy!



Kahlan Jade
BeautifulYou501

Cold of December

Nothing is more chilly than the cold heart of a person. Winter is nice being snuggled by the fire with a cup of tea....STARBUCKS...but having to wake up in the early freezing hours to start the car: here comes the nope coaster!

The spiking reality of a cold person, not even the warmest, sweetest, fulfilling cup can warm you up from this.

The One Who Cares
Et Tu, Brute?
Can You Tell?



Extra :) these have nothing to do with the theme, but they need to be out!

like

NOW

Cognitive Puzzle
Hour Soap Opera



Stay Warm!





Kahlan Jade
~BeautifulYou501

November Update: For not just fall, but stand tall

Oh look, autumn is afoot!

After successfully scaring the hipster vibes from school children in a haunted school, let it be taken to notice the feeling of so much power! MUWHAHAH! I have yet to actually finish writing my experience as a sad graveyard wanderer, but, none the less, fall is here! As the golden leave fall and crumble one must come to think and stay tall. Like the unexpected changes of time *tic tok* a subtle feeling of undermining wants to unfold.

Some may attempt to send you into a guilt trip *cough* calling off my work shift one day *cough*, or merely the devilish humans we must face in our everyday lives. By this face, running away is not an option. Stand confidently, have your voice-- excellent weapon of choice-- at the ready, exemplifying a dominant being. Skew it to your advantage, as much as you can, later on it won't hurt as much it a sense did falter.

Find the aspects of dominance here:
Have Another Cig
Begger



Hope you will enjoy!




Kahlan Jade
~BeautifulYou501


Now excuse me while I finish my drama :P

October Chills!

As the days get chilly out and spring now fading to fall. Life goes by quick and you learn new things everyday. The more you get to know someone you really have no idea how much time goes by and how much more you have learned about them. Each and every word that flows speaks of them. What does this sentence they said really mean? Should I laugh? Be offended? Angry?

When seeing later on what is going on in life for that person, sometimes its hard to decide: has this person changed since I last saw them or is it their true self I have not known? We see this a lot with love stories and even basic social connections in general. Change or truth; it could be one or both!

This poem I bring you today really strikes me. Indeed I whipped it up out of feeling. With what I ponder on and witness today has affected me! I'd like to share my comparison with you all as I compare the change/truth of someone I know to the change/truth of even something as materialistic as a designer bag. (yes mine is different on me as does the person). The similarity is very eye opening, very much a lesson from above. And very much sending October Chills down my spine!

My Designer Bag

I hope you enjoy!

Another bulk set of poems will be out in November due to the high amount of toil October has given me! Busy Busy!!





Kahlan Jade
~BeautifulYou501

A very important poem!

Welcome!

Stopping by to post a very important poem to me! Let's face the reality of life, admit to mistakes, and learn to accept and forgive easily.

Worries and Sorries

Yes, a quiet lovey but try other senses what else could be said?

More poems to come!


Enjoy!

and thanks for stopping by!! :)




Kahlan Jade
~BeautifulYou501

Poem Update! Theme: Love Sick Again, September 2015

Hows' it goin readers!

Back again with more fresh ideas. During my time of writing it has struck me that I'm moving toward a love sick mind. Haahaa! With hope in hindsight and fear of rejection we all may have felt this at some point. Whether it was missing someone or dreaming and obsessing over a crush it comes up every now and then. Doesn't really take away the feeling by listening to those lovely soft tunes as the boy band smoothly harmonizes which leads to fangirling...opps


KEVIN OPPA!! <3 Keekeee




  AHHHHHHH
 

Ok, I'd better stop...

You see my point now! :P

Enjoy!

Closed
I Miss You
Once Again
Recreate
Sweetie

Have a wonderful labor day! As I go back to catch up on work, bleh!





BeautifulYou501
~Kahlan Jade :)

Four Months Later

Once again!

This is finally getting let out. A poem I've been meaning to share, but kept putting it off. It just had to be perfect! Wanting to call it: Subtle but Obvious. Yet, it only is to those who know what happened about four months ago. Now four months later, its lingering memory that everyone avoids.

I am not afraid. :)

Ideas set free and read on fellows!

Agony: A Genuine Reply

I also seem to find my self having a lot of ideas right before I sleep. Come morning, its all gone! The poetic genius just isn't the same when I try to recreate it. Well, it will come to me eventually!

Carry on thinkers!



Kahlan Jade
~BeautifulYou501

July Update and mo' poemz!

HULLO!!

Welcome to mid July! As the smoke of the fireworks drift away and kids begin to get the hint of school around the corner, more poem conjuring has been adrift! Its been a reality to me that alot of these are lets face it SAD! But that's just been the mood of many of my thoughts lately. Poem writing is kind of my way of channeling these bad feelings. I am choosing to soon take up journal writing but poems are more fun! Just the idea of playing with words! I guess I am the expert at the sad words and should explore the happy feelings. I will try! haha

In the mean time, enjoy!

Digging
Never Ending Game
Mr. Mr.
Reminder

Might I just add that Mr. Mr. and Reminder kinda had their creation from each other. Reminder being the final let go and Mr. Mr. being a attitude of 'hey I've moved on, lets have a lookie at new wonders!' ;)

If ya know what I mean! *wink*

Till next time!




Kahlan Jade
~BeautifulYou501

Something new!

Greetingz!

Thought I'd start off June with something new! After reading a brand new novel and doing a soild for a friend, its book review time! Just follow the link!

Light Spark: Love's Divide

But don't fret! More poems await!

I also had a few ideas of writing short stories! There might be a few here and there if I actually make the effort for them!


Enjoy as always!


Kahlan Jade
~BeautifulYou501

May means more feels!

Hello!

A lot of stress leads to new feelings. As school comes to a close and summer shines on, its time to write more and let out all the feeling!

Crashing
Pitiful
Infinity
Adventure Ahead
No Truer Statement

That last one is by far my favorite now! Enjoy!

~Stay Beautiful!

Kahlan Jade

I promise I don't have issues! XD